Not much happening

I didn't hear from you today so I guess you're resting from the surgery. I really hope it went well. If you haven't talked to me by the time you read my blog it would make me very happy to hear from you. I'm going to try and call you when I wake up though. I'll probably eat first.

My psoriasis seems to be getting better and better. I think it will be mostly clear by the end of the month. I'm really happy about that. I'm still waiting on a letter from the Department of Labor. It was supposed to be here by now, but it hasn't arrived so I think I should call them tomorrow too, after I talk to you.

My dad still hasn't hooked up the larger fridge and I'm starting to get really annoyed with him about it. He keeps saying he has to buy some things to set up a place to put it but I think he's just procrastinating, since he's had plenty of time to do it. You let me have it so it would be used, not so it could in the middle of the floor and not do anything. I'm going to bring it up to him tomorrow.

Back from the event

Just got back from the LARP. It was a lot of fun, but really exhausting. Very little sleep along with lots of physical activity. I think the most sleep I got was around five hours Saturday night, from about 3am to 8am. There were a bunch of new people this event; about 10 new faces out of a total of 40 people. Some of them aren't going to come back, but I know some of them will. It's a nice thought that we're becoming a lot more popular. There were a couple of bad points about the event though, neither of them having to do with the event itself. While I was running away from some people I got caught in some high grass filled with thorns. I scratched my legs up pretty badly. And yesterday I got lost in the woods for about an hour, alone, at night. It wasn't very pleasant. But overall it was a good event. It's nice having a monthly get together with almost all my friends in one place. That's always the best part.

I hope you're doing alright. I know your surgery is tomorrow so you'll probably be sleeping all day. I tried calling you tonight but you didn't pick up, so I guess you were resting for it. I hope it goes well.

A bit of a scare

I had a bit of a scare today. The string I was holding the ring on came undone, or snapped or something and I hadn't noticed. It didn't take long to find, since I had only walked a few places in the house, but I had a small panic attack while looking. But it only took about five, maybe ten minutes to find. Still now I don't have anything to tie it around my neck with. I'm not sure what to do about that. I don't exactly have another cord to hang it from, and I can't seem to find any more string. Though I guess the string was a bad idea in the first place, since it broke.

Other than that today was pretty uneventful. My brother and his wife paid me, like I said. Actually I just looked at my Facebook and people have been messaging me constantly telling me that the next event is THIS weekend. I had no idea. It feels like I was just at one. I have the money to go thanks to my brother but I'm not sure about a ride. I need to call some people and figure that out. It's a good thing I checked or I wouldn't have even known it was so soon. Maybe by the time I get back you'll be out of the hospital, too. That'll be very nice. I miss you, you know.

Didn't hear from you

I was a little disappointed that I didn't hear from you, but I figure you needed your rest, so I didn't want to bother you. I found out I'm going to the Vocational Rehabilitation place at the Department of Labor on Wednesday, so they can help me look for a job. Hopefully they actually can! I've waited around too long for a job. It's pressing on me constantly.

I have a little bit of bad news. The cord for my ring broke. The ring itself is fine, but the cord is broken, so I had to replace it with some string so I could keep wearing it. It's kind of itchy so I hope I can get a new cord soon. I don't want to go without wearing the ring though. That's worse than feeling a little tickly at my neck.

Posting Early

I'm still going to be going to bed at midnight tonight and that's why I'm posting the blog now. I thought I would try to call you today but life had other plans I guess. My phone died and it took forever to charge. I figure you're laying down about now, and I don't want to bother you, so I'll just call tomorrow instead. It's fully charged now.

I miss talking to you every day. I hope you're doing better at least. I don't know when you're supposed to get out of the hospital, I guess I'll ask that when I call you.

I need to find another book to read so that I can keep up with the list. I'm sure my brother will have one for me to borrow. I went ahead and had my mom buy me some more vitamins. She was behind the idea so it didn't really take much convincing.

Sleep

I've decided that tomorrow, no matter what I'm doing, I'm going to bed at midnight. I need to fix my sleep schedule. I can't stay up until morning like I have been. It's not alright.

I didn't hear from you today. I know you don't have a computer, but I was thinking maybe you would call to talk to me. I'll call you instead sometime tomorrow. I'm sure you'll appreciate it.

My dad is starting to pressure me about getting a job. I knew he would, since he knows my brother will likely be moving out in a few months. He's right though. I need a job. I can't just do nothing. I'm not going to school or working. I'm just being a bum right now, and that doesn't sit very well with me. I hope once you're out of the hospital we can really, really work towards fixing it. I don't feel good about myself like this.

Hope You're Okay

I only just realized that you won't be able to read these until you get back from the hospital. I hope that's soon. I want everything to be better for you. You've had too much to deal with.

My brother is going to be going to Florida for a job interview around the 20th this month. It's looking very likely that he's going to be getting this job. I don't really know what that's going to mean for my dad. But I need to get myself a job before then, in case I have to stay with him for a while. I think I can understand how you feel when we don't do the cleaning we set out to do, because I feel the same about not looking for a job when we say we're going to. I imagine it's the same feeling at least.

When you get better we should fix both those. We should clean the whole house and find me a job. That way we both can be satisfied. That would be great.