Not on Track

I'm still trying to get my sleep schedule back on track thanks to that full day of sleep I got. It's not working so well if this is the time I'm going to bed. Seems If I try going to sleep at the right time I'll be able to. Or maybe I'll just lay in bed hoping to sleep. Either way, staying up all day doesn't seem to be a very viable option.

Talking to you today made me realize just how much I was missing you. I was a little irratable online, which is rare for me. Not with you I mean, but with my friends on Muffin. And I couldn't figure out why. And then it hit me that I was feeling lonely. Very lonely. Even though my dad was here, I was very lonely because I didn't have you. And we've only been talking passingly for the past couple of days. I don't like it at all.

I hope it's soon that I'll be able to see you again. You didn't say when, but you said Tuesday was the lastest. That made me feel better. But I still wish I knew when for sure.

Not following the list

It's terrible that I don't always do everything on the list. I don't know what to do about the vegetables though, since I can't seem to get a hold of them every day. And even on the days I do, I have to steal them from my brother since my dad doesn't buy vegetables. He's an even pickier eater than I am. But once he gets the fridge set up (he says he will soon) I'll be able to put V8 in there and not have to worry about that problem anymore.

As for yesterday though. I really should have done everything on the list as soon as I got up and started feeling better, even if that was really late. At least I remembered to blog and take my vitamins. It's hard to forget those because they taste really good, and it's the closest thing I have to candy here. Only a few days left of them though. Hopefully I'll see you again before they run out.

My psoriasis is still slowly getting better. Still scaly and flaky, but a whole lot less so. I'm thinking it might be a lot better by next week, or maybe two weeks. I really want it to get better. I know you do too. And it looks like it's finally heading in that direction.

Feeling Sick

I've been feeling amazingly sick today. I haven't gotten out of bed at all, and have been drifting in and out of sleep all day. I think it's because of the injections I got yesterday. I'm feeling a little better now, but it's so late and I don't know if I'll be able to get back to sleep. My phone has been off too, but it doesn't look like you've tried to call me today. I hope you weren't worried about me because you didn't see me online. If I had woken up earlier I would have tried to call you. But I don't want to risk waking you up, even though I know you get up and go back to bed a lot during the night.

On the plus side, my psoriasis has already cleared up a bit thanks to the injections. I don't remember them working this fast before, but I'm sure not going to complain about it. Being sick for a day is worth it to get rid of that stuff.

Procrastination

I certainly do seem to do a lot of it. It's one of my more glaring faults, and one of the reasons I have so much trouble in school. I always tell myself I have plenty of time and there's no need to hurry. But when you couple that with the fact that I tend to forget things, I'll tend to procrastinate about something and then forget about it until someone tells me about it again. Which sometimes doesn't happen.

I don't even know why I procrastinate so much. Most of the time I have nothing else that I should be doing, and yet I'll still procrastinate. Maybe it's just become habitual and I need to break it as a habit. I'm wondering if you were thinking of something specific when you asked me to write about procrastination. I probably didn't touch on it if you did so I'll ask you tomorrow.

Finished Book 2

I finished the second book today. It had little to do with the first one, which seemed to be more of a collection of short stories than anything. Both were fun to read, but the second one had a consistent plot. Kind of a murder mystery book, taking place in the future. It was a good book.

I'm glad I got to stay a couple more hours than we expected. I wish I could have stayed longer, but it's okay. Next time though I DEFINITELY need to look for a job. We've been putting it off every time I've come over there and I don't want to keep procrastinating. Especially since getting a job over there means I can live in that studio even if I don't have a car yet. Once Bud leaves of course. I don't know what I would do until then, but I'm sure we could think of something.

Going to the dermatologist tomorrow. I don't know if he's going to do anything, but we'll see. The more help I get the better.

Finished the Book

I decided to read first tonight as well, and it looks like I got a little more into it than I was expecting. Probably the last three, maybe four hours I've been reading. But I finished the book. It was interesting. It felt more like a prelude than anything else, but that's probably not inaccurate considering there's several more books in the series.

Family got back from Atlanta a little before midnight. We spent some time watching TV before they decided to go to bed. But it was nice seeing them.

I'm looking forward to seeing you tomorrow. I didn't hear from you at all today, and that worried me a little bit. Normally you get on for at least a little while to let me know what's going on. I hope you're doing better. I'll call you tomorrow if I don't hear from you for a long while. I'm sure you were just resting. I hope it helped.

Lonely

It was actually kind of lonely not having you to talk to today. I'm sorry your foot is doing so bad. I hope it feels better by the time you wake up and read this.

I decided to read before blogging this time. Looks like I didn't go to bed early like I had planned. But that's okay. Today is my last day along so I think it's okay to indulge myself just a little bit. They come back tomorrow but they didn't say what time. Hopefully not too early. But at least when they come back I won't be lonely. But I guess no matter what it's a trade-off. If I'm alone I'm lonely, but if I have people around I have no privacy. I can't decide which is better. Guess it depends on my mood.

I get to see you soon, that's always a nice feeling. Still a day off from tomorrow but I'm already looking forward to it. It feels like it's been a lot longer than a weekend since I've seen you. I hope your foot is feeling better by then. And if it isn't, I'll do what I can to help you.