Another late night

I have no idea why I'm staying up so late. I don't even know how I'm doing it. I woke up at about 9:30 or so this morning and I'm still up. No nap or anything. I really need to start going to bed earlier than this though. Of course, you already know that. You always know what's best for me.

I'm a little disappointed that I won't be able to talk at all tomorrow, but I will manage. I deserve this punishment so much. I can be so stupid sometimes. But I guess it's a little too late to try and beat myself up over it. You're taking care of the punishment. It's one of those things I don't have to worry about because you're going to handle it. But if I were going to make a suggestion... I'm not sure if not speaking and no computer is enough of a punishment. I don't know what else would be fitting, but I feel like you're letting me off a little too easily. If you don't think I need to be punished more then I'll consider it done. But I still feel bad about what I did. Maybe I'll feel differently while I'm being punished, but as of now, I don't believe it's enough.