Didn't call today either

I feel like such a wuss. I feel scared to call and check how you're doing. I want to know for sure that you're okay but I don't want to risk hearing that something bad has happened. I miss you so much. I hate being apart like this for so long. I don't hear from you, I don't see you... It's awful. It doesn't feel right. We've never been out of contact like this before. I mean we've sometimes gone a day or two without talking, but not very often, and never, ever a whole week.

I guess what I hate the most is that it could be weeks before you get out. Weeks before things get back to normal for us.