Going to call tomorrow, no matter what

I've decided that not knowing anything is worse than learning that something bad has happened. So I've decided that I'm going to call tomorrow when I wake up. Maybe give myself a couple minutes to get ready, but not more than that.

I really hope that you're doing okay. If you are then I promise to come see you soon. You're probably lonely in the hospital. I should stay the night again. I'm sure that would do us both some good, getting to see each other again. I probably can't if you're still in the ICU though. But at worst I could at least see you to make us both feel better. And I would love to talk to you.