Roleplaying

Roleplaying it a lot of fun for me. It's also a bit difficult. To me, roleplaying is more than pretending. When I roleplay, I don't just do what my character would. In my mind, I feel like I am my character. I think how they think. I feel how they feel. If my character starts crying, sometimes I'll start crying. And I do all of this without even thinking about it. For the time I'm roleplaying, I really am my character. That's why I make such a big distinction between cybering and roleplaying. With cybering you're just saying things with the sole intention of getting yourself, and/or your partner to come. And it is fun. But it's a different kind of fun than roleplaying. Even in sexual roleplaying, part of the fun comes from getting into the mind of your character. Thinking how they think. Becoming them for a moment, and understanding how they should react. And then reacting. I roleplay with that mindset in all of my roleplaying. Whether it's D&D, LARPing, or Muffin. I have to understand my character and 'become' them to have fun. Otherwise it has no depth.

I don't know why you asked me to write about my role as a sub in the same blog post, though. It's a role, yes. But it isn't me playing a role. Being a sub is my role. It's part of who I am. I'm a sub because that's who I am. I want to make people happy. I especially want to make you happy. I wouldn't be myself if I didn't have the desire to submit.