First Meeting

Wow. When we first decided to meet I didn't know what to expect. I was nervous, and maybe even a little scared. I had never met someone that I first talked to on the internet before. And I knew that it would have to come obviously, or I would never be able to submit myself. But after today's meeting, even if it was just for breakfast I feel so much better. I feel reassured about my position as a sub, and yours as a domme. And more important, I feel as though I can trust you. It was a little scary at first to talk to you, but after the initial shock wore off I found it very easy to talk to you. I didn't use Ma'am as much as I wanted to, or should have, but I guess I was too busy trying to keep myself from fainting. I really felt like my head was going to explode! I don't know how much of the blushing you saw but it sure felt like a lot.

The important thing is that I felt very comfortable with that first meeting. Much more than I was expecting, even. I feel like I can trust you. That I can be my true female self without any consequence. I only worried once about seeming too shy around you, but you comforted me about it. You told me to be myself, even if that means being quiet.

I know it was only our first meeting but I have a good feeling about where this is going. And I would like to make a suggestion for the next time we go out together. Just as something to think about. Maybe we can spend a little more time than just going out to eat? I would really like to go to a clothes store with you. If for no other reason, than because I would like to have something nice to wear whenever we're alone for the first time. And it would make it even more special to me if you were the one to pick it out. So... if you like the idea, maybe you would want to think about it beforehand. But if you don't that's okay. I just hope you don't think it's too early for me to be thinking like this. I don't want to seem too weird after all. Which is why I was so nervous leaving... I felt inside that I wanted to hug you goodbye, but I wasn't sure if it was okay. Too late now, but maybe you can tell me for next time? I don't know how okay you are with closeness like that, especially with me, who you only just met.

Wow this turned out to be a really long post. I'm hoping I'm not revealing too much at once. And I think this time I'm going to end on a few questions for you, since you told me I was supposed to post them here as well. If you were to judge my personality today, how much of it would you say was a male personality, and how much a female? Were you comfortable around me? Can you see yourself dominating me? Once we get to that level, what kinds of things would you like to try first? And lastly... Did you find me attractive? In a feminine sense?