Friday, June 25, 2010

In a Year

Where do I see us in a year? I really don't know. It's not something I've thought about before. I feel like we would still be together in that time. But to where exactly our relationship would go... I don't know. There's not really any way to know something far off like that... I know I would be a lot more comfortable around you. I would want to make you proud of me, and happy with me. But that's something I want now. I guess I'm not completely sure of it because I've never been in this kind of relationship before. And roleplay can't tell me where it would go in a year's time, because it's all one-off scenes. Never anything that really lasts for that long. The only thing I'm sure of, though, is that in a year's time, I see myself at your feet. Happy. Yes, I want sex. It would make me very happy. But that's not all I want. I would be happy with you without it, even if I was a little disappointed. I came into the relationship not expecting anything sexual at all. But it does make me very happy that you think of me in that way too. Maybe in a year we would be doing those sorts of things. It would make me happy, that I could be yours in that way too. I want to be yours completely. And I feel that in a year, I would be.

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