The lifestyle

I've been interested in the dominant/submissive lifestyle for a lot longer than I probably should have been. I first learned about it when I was 13 or 14, from internet roleplaying websites. I would go on them, posing as a female submissive. At that time I didn't really care between a male dom or a female domme, but after enough roleplay with different males I decided that I didn't care for them very much, but all of the time I had with female dommes was very enjoyable. Despite that most of them were probably males posing as females that pretty much told me that I would be much happier being submissive to a female than a male, even before I was completely sure of my sexuality.

Since then I've continued to roleplay on sites like that as a female submissive. Though most of the roleplay has been sexual, and I know there is much more to the lifestyle than just that. And I would love to learn about it. I don't know anyone in real life who goes by that sort of lifestyle though, so I've never had a chance to experience it myself. More often than not I will roleplay as a female online, but every once in a while I'll roleplay as what I really am. And most of the responses from males, but the few times I do find a female domme to roleplay out that kind of relationship, it's been very enjoyable.

I'm really excited that I'll finally be able to submit to someone in real life. To be someone's and to make them happy. To give myself to them in any way I can.