I was really frustrated earlier. I felt annoyed with myself because I forgot something else. Because I keep making little mistakes like that. It frustrated me because I didn't know how to fix it. I knew you wanted me to do something or you wouldn't have kept talking about it so seriously, but I didn't know what. I didn't know what to say, so I apologized. But that's not what you wanted. And after that I ran out of ideas. But it wasn't over because we kept talking about it, but I still didn't know what to do. I kept getting more and more frustrated because of it because I wanted to make it right but I didn't know how. And then you explained it to me and it was okay after that.
It wouldn't be such a big deal to me if I wasn't so worried about making you disappointed. I don't want to do anything wrong. I hate knowing that you're disappointed because of something I did. Even if you weren't this time, it still felt like you were at the time.
I hope that helps you make some sense of why I was so frustrated. Even if it wasn't a good reason.
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