Living with You

I got a little taste of living with you the past couple of weeks. I really, really liked it after getting over the initial awkwardness of staying for so long. I liked it so much that I didn't want to leave. And I hope once I do get a job and a car I can move in for good. Or at least to the studio outside, if not into the house proper. After all that might be a bit too much for Kathleen. I had a lot of fun and I felt like I was able to be myself all the time. I never had to hide anything, and I was so happy. I was with someone who cares about me, and who I care about back. I felt cherished 100% of the time. And that's not something most people can say; even people who live with their lovers can't usually say that. It's just the perfect feeling. I can be with you all the time. I can do things for you, and show you what makes me yours. I can laugh with you, smile, and cry with you without you ever judging me. You're always there, and you're always giving me the attention I need.

Maybe soon it won't have to end, and I can feel like that all the time. It's the most special feeling anyone could ever feel.

Thank you so much Miss Yana. I can't say it enough, from the very bottom of my heart, thank you for being you.