Disappointed

I'm sure you could tell I was really disappointed that I couldn't come over today. I didn't mean to keep sighing in your ear but I kept thinking about how much I'd rather be over there with you than here. Plus who knows how long it will take to get the car fixed. I wish I had my own so I could come visit. It's not fair that I can't be with you more often. I want to fix this as soon as possible. I want to get my own car, and I want to visit you all the time. I want to move into that Studio so I never have to be too far away from you.

I hope that you can get the Lexus fixed quickly. The sooner it's fixed the sooner I can come over. It really bothers me that I don't know when the next time I can see you is. I think I understand how easy it must be for you to freak out when you can't reach me, because I'm doing a little bit of that. I want to see you again, or at least know how long it will be before I can.