It's a funny little thing isn't it? So important to everything. And it's really obvious when it's not there. You could tell there was something different, even when I couldn't. I'm glad we were able to figure out exactly what was wrong. Now that I see it I can work to be better. I can go back to being submissive because I know everything will be taken care of. I felt my submissiveness coming back as I was talking to you earlier. I was a little upset that we didn't get to talk later though. You didn't text me back when I told you he was here, or when I said he was gone. It said you were online but you didn't respond. I'm hoping you aren't mad at me, but I think if you were you would have told me, so I'll try not to worry about it.
I'm looking forward to seeing you tomorrow so we can talk about all of this. I definitely feel a lot better about where we're going after talking today. I know I don't need to feel defensive with you. And now that I know that's what I've been doing, I promise you that I'll stop.
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